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EVIL INSIDE

Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Everybody has their own evil side. I can be an angel for a moment and think bad thoughts in a second. I'm human, imperfect and real.

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How evil can you get?

I'm not a kikay and that's a lie.

BROKENHEARTED

Saturday, September 09, 2006
I'm pretty sad today, oh no - the whole week. Gruff! I don't know but is it bad for me to love someone so much?

Actually, my boyfriend and I have been together for almost 5 years. Shhhh! Just between us, he's my first boyfriend. Anyways, all the time we've been together, he always make it a point to always call or text me whenever he can. Nowadays, he's so busy with his work. Super busy I mean. He barely calls and once in a while sends me a message. I don't know, but the spark seems to be off for now. I really hate him now! At this very moment! Grrrr!!! We're supposed to be together instead of me letting off this steam in my blog. I'm supposed to be happy instead of this grumpy poor me.

Oh well, might as well forget him. My new motto is "forget him, he's not worth it." He's not a netizen so I'm not worried that he reads this but if he does, I don't regret every word here. *iyak* Kainis! Oh my, why me?

Can love fade? How can I forget him?

The funny thing is, everytime I feel this, I dream about my "immortal crush." I don't know if he still knows me but this whole week, I've been dreaming about him. The hell, I'm sure he still knows me. I don't even think about my crush but everytime I seem to hate my boyfriend, he shows up in my dream... looking for me. Could he be my soulmate? But that's impossible. This person I'm talking about doesn't like me anymore I'm sure; after what I've done to him.

What am I to do now? Huh! I feel so helpless.

MEG'S SEND-OFF PARTY

Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Last Sunday, we went to Meg's (sir Ely's daughter) send-off party at Marikina. She'll be going back to Canada. Grabe pala itong si Meg! Hard drinker to the max. Tinumba yung aming admin assistant. Anyways, here are some of our pictures during the partey. Tsalap talaga magluto ni mommy Rina. hehe.

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Cheers! One with Tequila!

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The Bellas: Donnabee, Juley, Arlene and Reych

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Drinking buddies Arlene and Donnabee

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Ely's Angels

I'm not a kikay and that's a lie.

KIKAY PHOTO SHOOT

Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Call me narcissistic but damn! this photo shoot I did after I got my haircut was so great, I can't help blogging about it.

This one's simple:


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This one's my favorite:


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This one's my second favorite. The lights are marvelous.:


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This one's something my friend told me I shouldn't post coz I look so darn naughty:



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I'm not a kikay and that's a lie.

DAMSEL IN THIS DRESS

Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Running, flying in my dream
Weary of where my foot will lead me
Over the rocks and under the bridge
Passed through the seas and mountain highs
The outrage went to a halt
When my foot touched flower buds
A sudden glimmer of light streaked out
Shooting stars all around me
Twirling, turning with every light that touches my hand
Confusion turned to bliss
Flowers began to pour around me
Like rain wanting to kiss the ground
Never have I seen such heavenly scene
I looked above and the twirling stopped
Warmth enveloped my body
I found a blush turning to pink
Color surged and gave a sense of peace
Softness embraced every part of me
Suddenly...
I found myself in this pink magical dress!

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I'm not a kikay and that's a lie.

FASCINATING DA

Saturday, August 12, 2006
I have always been fascinated with deviant artists but this one is really captivating.

I've been snooping around Koganemouche's gallery. He's a british model. There seems to be a story behind his deviations. I would prefer not commenting anymore about his works as they are beyond words.



Okay, enough with the kind words. My dear Koganemouche, I'm your fan! If ever you come across my blog (which is very unlikely... sad *sniff*sniff*), I'd like you to know that I love your creations very much. I hope you don't mind if I plug your DA here. Sorry, couldn't give you a note because I'm not logged in DA. You are such a "wild thang! you make ma' heart sing!" My love for you dear!


I'm not a kikay and that's a lie.

HAIRCUT

Friday, August 11, 2006
I'm planning to get a haircut. Probably a layered one from the chin up to midrib.

5 Reasons Why I Need a Haircut:
  1. Conditioner is getting expensive.
  2. To save time brushing it in the morning.
  3. Split ends are eye sore.
  4. New look, new life.
  5. Rebellious act against my bf; I won't tell him until he sees it himself. Grrrr!!!
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I'm quite sad about getting a haircut so i'll just upload these pictures here so that I can look at it everytime I miss it.


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I'm not a kikay and that's a lie.