I'm pretty sad today, oh no - the whole week. Gruff! I don't know but is it bad for me to love someone so much?
Actually, my boyfriend and I have been together for almost 5 years. Shhhh! Just between us, he's my first boyfriend. Anyways, all the time we've been together, he always make it a point to always call or text me whenever he can. Nowadays, he's so busy with his work. Super busy I mean. He barely calls and once in a while sends me a message. I don't know, but the spark seems to be off for now. I really
hate him now! At this very moment! Grrrr!!! We're supposed to be together instead of me letting off this steam in my blog. I'm supposed to be happy instead of this grumpy poor me.
Oh well, might as well forget him. My new motto is "forget him, he's not worth it." He's not a netizen so I'm not worried that he reads this but if he does, I don't regret every word here. *iyak* Kainis! Oh my, why me?
Can love fade? How can I forget him?
The funny thing is, everytime I feel this, I dream about my "immortal crush." I don't know if he still knows me but this whole week, I've been dreaming about him. The hell, I'm sure he still knows me. I don't even think about my crush but everytime I seem to hate my boyfriend, he shows up in my dream... looking for me. Could he be my soulmate? But that's impossible. This person I'm talking about doesn't like me anymore I'm sure; after what I've done to him.
What am I to do now? Huh! I feel so helpless.
